its my fault.. i shouldnt have done something when im aware it will make my gf unhappy.. i get jealous easily and most of the time i believe is she unintentional de... sometimes just wanna 'pay back'.. now come to think of it... i really very wat la.. and.. not worth it. waste of time..
if i know will get mistaken as something more serious like 'the girl dun wan me den i go back to her'.. i surely wun let it happen.. its really helpless when u have to explain urself.. but u cant find proof.. den u have to depend solely on how much is her trust.. and how well u're able to convince with words and actions.. words doesnt have much effect.. will be condemned as sweet talk or excuses.. actions is only slightly better.. if i ever tell wat i do on the bus.. u all surely laugh like mad.. u just have to keep trying until ur feelings can reach her..
sometimes jus wanna tell her to tear apart my brain and see wats inside..
ive not announced the blog yet.. i hope one day she and i will be laughing together at this post..
and to the man im forever jealous of.. if u ever get the chance to read this.. i realised once again.. with more strength this time.. that it does not matter what u think of me or wats under ur sleeve(sorry.. but..), most impt is u're extremely good to her. if im her.. people treat me very well i also proud to be nice back de.. so i can understand..
waitwait.. if got something under sleeve hor.. it matters.. cos.. i will have to do more work to counter!!
er hmm.. to someone..
*bad-mouthing isnt good for health.. bad breath, and will retribution de hor... to do it so naturally/indirectly, uve got brains.. jus move on la..
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